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good thing i browsed your profile to see that your in a relationship…
good thing i didnt fall that hard
bad thing your taken
bad thing i lied…

the countdown is starting 8 days to go until the judgemt day

"hang in there doggy" I hope i can still hang in there..

I deserve to stay FYI! you know why? let me enumerate them:

1. I dont cheat that much.. (though i cheat)

2. I dont have a "kickback" because its just bad to lie about the real amount of my tuition.

3. I studied hard for my exams.. though sometimes i fail them

4. I’m a nice person.. haha

5. etc.

All i Know is i deserve to be here, not only me but also my groupmates and friends..

Im Scared as hell, Cant sleep, freaked out, pissed off, mixed emotions…

STILL KEEPING MY PIMP PAW STRONG..

Everyday When i come home, I almost always glance at the space on the bed, he was once there waiting, smiling.. (well i think its a smile) He would get excited and always welcome me very happy and excited, He affected my life and everyone’s life as a matter of fact.. until this day i still espect him to run over to me and pounce at me, bite me and pull my uniform so i would notice him, I know he’s misunderstood.. but for me he is a one special something that happened to my life, I wolud still cry at night when I would remember when he lay next to me, Im ny heart and in my mind your still alive..

I still see you lying next to me…

hell-o! i’m back from our retreat in Tagaytay in Carmelites whatever… cant remember the exact name…(my memory is not that good anymore *ahem*confabulation*ahem* I really enjoyed it.. even though i’ve been through many retreats already I still get excited maybe because of my new classmates or maybe i get the chance to make pa-cute with the boys(LOL)!!!

I didnt get the chance to tell about my family’s story but it’s okay…. I was getting tired of it anyway.. but listening to my classmates story it was a different one…  i must say that my classmates life are so colorful… people you dont think would experience some bad thinks experienced them…(whoah that was so deep..) hehe

Oh yea. I got some comments about those students who cant give up their cellphones and to those who sneak up just to be with their boyfriends… their so cheesy and cheap! cant you even just separate for a while?! oh whatever!!(marami nang maiinis sa kin…so?!?!?)

so anyways… i fucking cried again! wala lang… kasi na-iiyak sila ehh.. but really when we talked about a certain topic .. when it was my time to talk.. i forgot what i was about to say.. i have a prepared speech.. fuck! another retreat wasted! but its okay.. they’ll never understand me anyways….

well anyways again.. i’ll be posting some new pics from our retreat.. paki rate naman!*wink* LIFE IS SOEXCITING AND COLORFUL ISN’T IT?!?

PEACE OUT!

Ist he so damn hot?!?!? Presenting my new found obssesion…..

MR. PETER LEWIS KINGSTON WENTZ III!!! yehey!! *applause*Shout*Scream* WAFFU!! LOL

Obssesed talaga!! hehe

I sooooo want to meet him!! damn!!

My little peterpanda you will just be my phantasmagoria…

I’ll wait for the day that you would notice me… LOL!!

Everybody’s hero… Mwuahh!! hehehe *wink* 

I’m so emo right now! what the fuck is this! I wished i didn’t listen to our "professor’s"  lecture on psychiatric nursing! I’m assessing myself for my psychological status. i feel like i need to check myself in a psychiatric ward! damn! its been three days since I’ve been feeling this way and i cant explain it! it feels like there’s something missing and i don’t know what the fuck is it!

I’ve been listening to fall out boys (my new obsession hehehe) new CD infinity on high i like this guys they write good songs but i don’t know why i feel so empty inside when I’m hearing their songs or any other songs! i feel like nobody will ever understand me and what I’m going through right now! I don’t like the silence it scares me

life is so sad right now! I feel so Emo! I don’t like this!